Who Am I? ( Written by Nina-Vision)

I have dreads, I have long hair, and I have short curly hair... Who am I...? My skin tones brown, white, dark skin, and even tanned. Who am I? I have my ears pierced and sometimes I don’t. I believe in earrings and then I don’t. Whenever I could wash my body I do, but when I have unlimited access I don't use it correctly... I have to walk to my nearest groceries or place to get food... But on those good days I can find a ride with the nearest neighbor. I carry my child if I could. My body is weak; I work every day just to survive out in the world. My children will soon understand. The true meaning of work and struggle. The value of my money wills b more...ONE DAY... I'm working harder and getting paid less..... I am a citizen of this country, we have voting, we have rights, some of them don't even matter.... Who am I??
I'm watching my world crumble because around here people don't. Understand recycling, and I abuse everything I can.... Who I am I am you...

Written by Nina-Vision

Some Updated.

Heres a Couple of Random Videos That I have been Posting on My Youtube Www.Youtube.com/msninavision

Shout out to my Zone Out Boys

ThisisFocusTV & NinaVision

S/O To Marv Milly

Shout out to my boy Marv Milly In his freestyle.
He shouted out NinaVision in his freestyle..

Add him on Twitter : Twitter.com/Marv_Milly
Youtube.com/MarvMilly

Quote of the day.

If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much.-Jim Rohn

Another video I was in.

Tryfle "My Bad" Offical Video
Show mucho love to it.

Tarik Carroll Photography

SPOTLIGHT:

Spot Light:
Young Truth feat Tron da god ,Lure, H da Boss
Produced by Black the Beast.
Check this joint out.
Show mucho love to them.

Twitter.com/youngtruthisme

Barbie Stash -Im over you

As I told you when I started this blog off I told you Im a big supporter of people that I feel are grinding to there fullest.

Barbie Stash- I'm over you

Barbiestash's Offical Video

Barbie Stash Music Video Back up Bi*ch
By Filmwonder
Make up By Make up by Jessica
Cameo - Bad Girl Streets ,Julito (J-Brice) ,Rich Mo, Dj Nu.
Models Irene, Nina, Bunny

We had so much fun on this set for three days. Ugh All the things we dealt with, I love these girls.I wouldn't change anything about the shooting.From the Bronx,To Soho, and ending up in midtown.
Follow my friends that were on the set .

Twitter-
Barbiestash -@barbiestash
Bunny - @iluvbunny
Filmwonder- @filmwonder
Streets -@badgirlstreets
Irene @iammzpretty
Nina -@NinaVision
Julito - @IamJulito
Rich Mo-@Richmo718
Dj Nu- @Djnu @ThegrindDVD

Photos by Rome

This was one of my toughest photo shoots yet,Mainly because I think that Ive never really did a shoot that mainly focused on my face .But the shoot went well.
Photography was done by "Photos by Rome"
Jerome Shaw is a Freelance Photographer
As you see his work is beautiful. I love working with him, he makes you feel comfortable.
Check out his website
Photosbyrome.com
Cell-6465484130
Or Email him at Photosbyrome@gmail.com

Open eyes

Words are very strong,please pick them wisely.Social networks like Twitter,Myspace,Facebook.Can have you losing out on the things you deserve.Many celebrities are known for writing whatever they feel on social networks .I did research on how twitter is affecting our rising stars and even people ia our everyday joes. Be mindful of what you write on these networks if your trying to get the respect you deserve in your craft.

Looking for a Male Model

Im Looking for some male models for a couple of photo shoots that I have coming up.If you are interested send me a set of pics at Nina.Janae@gmail.com
Any Nationality
You need to be 5'8 and taller.
Good skin
Medium built/Nice figure
Be diverse
Be comfortable in what ever setting.
Must be able to be on time. (Time is money wasted)
Have the following apparel ( I havent set on what I am going to be wearing as of yet but)
~Dark denim jeans
~White button up
~Slacks
~Boxer Briefs
~ A nice Pea coat or something along those lines.
~The Correct foot wear to go along with the shoot.
There will be more information given ,If interested email me asap so we can start talking about ideas.

Beauty at its rawest

I have been waiting for my inspiration to come , and I believe it has .
When I saw the words " beauty at its rawest" it was quickly something I felt defined me.
It defined me because it wasn't a way to something I'm not it was something that totally sums me up.
My beauty isn't all about the outside, it starts from within .
Your inside can make a harsh and definable spin on your image.
Everything starts with the self.
No matter how beautiful you appear to be if your heart doesn't match it , your image will change in peoples eyes.
Beauty at its rawest... I haven't been changed by medias definitions, or my lifestyles.
My beauty has been,Its rawest I give you my emotions , this is the real me .
I'm not saying I'm an angel.
But I'm not someone to feel threated by , that's not what I'm trying to accomplish .
I just want people to realize I'm way more then what you see on the outside , don't be so quick to assume or judge me.
Because I can always always guarantee that what you see won't match what you get .
I'm raw, I'm what beauty should be defined as in my eyes .
I'm real, I'm passionate, I'm 100 going to keep my vision.
And whether or not people like my outside , my raw beauty will always stand out .
Its who I am. Beauty at its rawest ...

My blog.

My blog was create to give people a chance to get to understand what goes on in my head.
To give people a chance to compare my struggles with theirs .
And if I could , inspire others to stay on their goals for life .
Life isn't the easiest gift we were given ,
but he has given us a way to get through this providing us with the right people ,
in a strong foundation called family.
I was given the blessing of having a very big family. Many people to lead me onto the right path , and teach me to learn from many lessons as well as my own.
So my blog is to express my point of view.
.. NINAVISION

Fashion Show

Fashion Show at The Trump Towers World Bar Last Friday..

I enjoyed being in that setting. And Im happy I got the chance to be apart of this.

Nina-Vision.com

My Website is being worked on as we speak!! Yes!! Finally I can say that. Im soo happy about this website soon to release. It will give you a better out look on me, and my modeling career as a whole.
Its Under constuction right now but I really wanted you to see that im making the progress.

Look out for that in a few weeks,But you know I will announced the offical opening of the websit first on my blogspot.

Friday, Sept 4th

Dear Friends And Family..

Ive been working on alot in the passed few days.. I have a fashion show tomorrow (Friday Sept 4th) at The Trump Towers building... Ask me for more details... I would LOVE if people came out to support me.

And I have a video coming out next week that I was featured in as one of the main girls.Its a underground artist,So as soon as I see the video I will post it.. Look out for that..

You dont know how blessed I have been lately. Im sooo grateful for everyone whos helping me get to where I am now, and to where im trying to be in the future..

Twitter.com/Ninavision

Nina.Janae@gmail.com

Ninavision@att.blackberry.net

If your looking to book me for anything. I invite you to contact me.

Thank you.

Upcoming

Wow so its been almost 2 weeks since I have posted up anything new. I cannot believe it.
Well a lot has gone on since then I have been working on my book its not a written book, i want everyone to feel my words so I'm here trying to just... Let you hear my voice instead misinterpreting my feelings and emotions.

I have had Video shoots, Soon to be coming out so Im looking to get that out there once it comes out I will post it on my blog that would be very interesting .

I have been working on other things but im not going to let anyone know about it until it time is right , until I can post up things..


So look out for everything... NINA VISION
Follow me @Ninavision (ON Twitter)

Random words

In love don't you think we need decisions ,
I don't mean to be picky ,,,,I mean decisions
Like tall ,short
Dark skin, lite skin
Skinny, medium, build, husky
Don't you think when it comes to love we should have it all,
I mean they say its someone for everyone ...
I think it would go by what's more. Of things I love
Nice full lips, almond eyes...
Brown skin, I dc he can b dark brown or light brown..
Maybe medium height or tall...
Nice hands
Gotta have nice teeth I love that, I got braces what do I look like not loving teeth lol
Very formal, yet inviting. Forms of conversation
Respectful
Caring
Romantic
A sweet heart
He has to know the little things
because any one can save up to buy me anything to be materialistic but , show me that you pay attention n I will love you more then any pair of shoes u buy ..
I need him to be daring
And have a very unflattering way of living meaning I wanna just get up one day n say let's go away and maybe we just take that road trip. Just because I wanna b with u more
I want to be the one that helps cooks
Instead of going out we just , cook indoors and setting it up nicely
I. Would cherish a guy that cherishes my every look, whisper and patter my of sound..
I just want to show a guy how much I love him
I want a guy that willing to try anyyyttthhiinngg...
I want a well cultured man, not someone who's close minded into thinking they no it all. There's always room for learning more .
I want a guy that's into the arts in some type of way, music, painting, whatever it maybe.... Production, I just want him to understand me..
Because most of the people that are out there aren't out there for the same things they are out there for the things they can gain off of you.
So yes when I said we need options we need to make the right decisions...
For life, For love...

Posters coming soon

Up coming Posters coming soon,Look out for that...

Heres a sneak though...

Photography by (@BoomShard) Shards Sketchs
Harlem Ny

Let me know what you think

Miss October in Shards Models Calendar 2010

Rich Mo

Follow Rich Mo on Twitter @Richmo718 on Twitter..

Was in the studio with him 2 days ago, Did A couple of skits on his album ,Lol i think thats the funniest thing ive experienced in a very very long time.

I just was feeling so alone in a booth,I Need to know how yall music artist do it..lol...

Rich Mo Born n Raised in the Bronx,NY

Hes one of the serious grinders out the pack that I know personally... I have got to say

Like I always seem to mention,There arent alot of albums people can make and we listen to it straight through.But I feel that with his album you defiently could... His album is written out like a Story. Thats deep!

I started to work on mah story but I feel that it would be way more emotionally if I record it.I can express every single feeling I ever had.. during ever single writing... that reading any book a thousand times can explain.

So look out for Rich Mo's Album...You tube Rich Mo "My attutide stinks" ,"Bronx Anthem" and "Gone Away"

And look out for my book coming sooner than I expected.

Muahh Love all those who read all my blogs..

Break down the wall

I havent hit anyone with any of my writing lately... but here ...

its very very very randommm

BREAK DOWN THE WALL..

Break down these walls ,

I beg of you

I want to be allowed to feel every emotion that u feel

Plese I beg of you

I'm trying and I'm trying to get where I need to b

I just need a little help

Thought we were suppose to be supportive each others everymove

Thought wheither I was right or wrong ull b there

I thought that it was going to be that "teenage love affair"

I want that , don't u..?

But how could I ...I couldn't do it..

.Everything n life happened for a reason..

Every cry every whisper...

Every scream,every tear,

every meeting ,Every enemy

Every bestfriend

i thought everrytime u were saying that it was real
Wait wait waitwait

I had to interrupt this writing because I'm on the train on the way home , and I see a pregnant lady on the train with her daughter sitting.

Next to her n a son with.

A leech on him, its a teddy bear leash

and he's looks about six m.mmm is she effin serious ?

Why do these ppl feel the need to stop these kids from being a kid?

wait wait wait....

Why is the kid on the floor laying there like this isn't a train..

U don't need a leash for you kids u need to teach them home training

I wanted to.

Scream at her just now ughh can't get mad at the baby

I can only get mad at the adult for not teaching him betta ....

Ugh she just interupted my damn writing ...
Neway neway neway imma try this again

Why is that so hard for me to be me again ,

break down this wall..

That's all I wanna tell him.

. Break it down love..

Break it down

Photoshoot August 5th

Photoshoot "Embracing all colors, and Shapes"

Will be On august 5th at Coney Island Beach

5 female models.

1 photographers

1 popping make up artist

and water!

ughh this should be very promising if you want u can come out n show love.

It might be a 2 day shoot, im still looking for people for the second day though so let me know whats up?

Any photographers want to shoot me next week let me know.

Im down just write me at nina.janae@gmail.com or follow me @ninavision

Female n Male models

Looking for females and male models... for some upcoming shoots of mines, Heres the chance to get involved everyone that ever wanted to model with me needs to speak up

Females can b curvy like me, Or whatever.. Light skin and Dark skin

Light skin n Dark skin males, long hair ,short hair..

Doesnt matter just hit me up on my Twitter or email me ..

@NinaVision

Email nina.Janae@gmail.com

Mucho Love

I hope everyone copped the new fabolous Album & Movie

2 Good friends of mines are in the movie.. Show mucho support that..

And look at for J-brice Mixtape coming out soon

Follow them on twitter..

@Iamjulito

@DjNU

SkyZoo Listening party

So Lately I have been caught up in alot of stuff, so let me update everyone on the things I have been doing...
Last week I went to SkyZoo's Listening party that was a dope area to be in, surrounded by many many real hip hop lovers. Thanks to J-Brice (Julito) who took me along with him. Dj Nu was also there showing love. SkyZoo is from Brooklyn, In his music he paints a picture for many people to get a imagine of what he went through. Its real Hip hop and it can stand out more than, most artist out here now.

J-Brice (Julito ) N I Acting Stupid

DJ Nu

Soon to come.

I haven't written in a long time but things have been good lately I will be doing a lot of new shoots coming up soon. And that should be interesting..... so look out for that.

but until then heres a writing of mines that I wrote recently.......

JUST WORDS

I had to empty my soul in order for me to be able to look at around n see what I can b successful with

I had to give my self a chance to be able to have that outter body experience

and see who's real and who's fake ..

What's fake and what's real ...

Making it known the difference between reality and fantasy .

. Even though my life isn't where I want it to be right now there

no one else I would rather be ..

I'm surrounded by postive energy .

I got a strong family

And I'm only 19 with an outlook of a woman 25 years old .

All my life I wondered what I would be like when I became 20 and now this year has come three months ill be 20 and no longer a teen .

I would be taking full responsibilty for every action I have done ..

Because what I do now just paves my way for my path as a adult ..

I wonder what it would b like to be a mother in the future what lessons

will I have learned to be able to teach any other human being bout the trails and challenges they would go through .?? Would I even be a success woman to even be able to provide a way for them??

Ughh .. So many wonders of my mind but soon I will have the answers ...

if god ever gave me an oppurtunity to see my future,

who I would b with , and just answer all my questions I think I wouldn't take it but ugh that would be soo hard to turn down ..

Right now the baby n my life that I cherish like it is my own.

Is my god son .. Wanting to be there for his every move ..

And loving is smile .. And loving how he so cautious ...

And on the move ugh .. I love how he just always has something

new about him .. He's growing up before me ,

imagine what I'm feeling and he's not even my son....

Video Shooting..

So Tomorrow im suppose to be having a video shoot with Ms.Irene (@iammzPretty) , and im barely ready.. I have yet to even figure how my hair is suppose to look ugh!.. Nervous ..Nervous.. Okay Calm down.. Nope I think imma panic again!.. but I know that everything will fall into place dont you think?.. Its 4 43 am though why am I still awake.. Im to busy chatting on Twitter, And Writing, I need to take my butt to sleep.. Let me do that. Wish me luck for tomorrow.. ( Well Later on).. Smooches! Nite Nite...

My Mom

My Mom N Her Friend (Thats Not My DaD)

My Mom n A Family Pixx

I was looking for her modeling pictures but I couldnt find them just yet

Instead of thinking sexual

Instead of thinking sexual.
Try and make love to my Emotions,
My Mental,And my spirit because thats the way to any woman's heart.
Many men think that the way to win a girl is by doing all those " sexual things" For some ladies thats the way they want it,
they think that it completes it.
But the woman I know they want to be thought of as a woman,
we deserve the right to be treated as more then just a sex toy ,
and being told about or sex appeal.
I mean any one can tell us that.
but it takes someone real to understand whats
under all this in side of us.
Woman want to feel like we are able to be our selves..
Woman around our man.
We want to be able to be A lady and not be the one wearing the pants.
We want to be protected.
When we feel your hands holding ours we want to be able to feel that no matter what its us against the world.
We deserve the right to be able to wear our heels and not have to think twice.
There are so many woman out there who just...
Are looking for a man, but these men these days are being labeled as boys.
not because they are.
but because there mental and emotion isnt where it needs to be to support someone as in depth as us.
We are strong, we know what we want.
And these boys dont.
So our boyfriends should feel happy when we introduce them as our man,
because we are acknowledging that they are strong enough for us.
Because we might be the lady wearing the heels, lip gloss and skirts but we are tough..
but not tough enough to be mistreated and not wake up....


(( Book is coming soon look out for that... ))

Passion for Music

Sorry I havent blogged in a few days ugh I need to step back on my game. So today I want to talk about everyone in this music game that I feel is doing there thing, grinding,Look out for there mixtapes coming out.Music Videos..

Bronx
Barbie Stash (Park Chester) (@BarbieStash
Rich Mo (@Richmo718)


Brooklyn
800-Streets (Flatbush) (@badgirlstreets)
J-Brice (@IamJulito)
Streetzz (Fort Greene)
K-Jay (Clinton-Hill) (@KDotforbes)

PRince Charmn - (The Stuy) (@PcsHandsumYuup)

New rochelle
2nd Hand (@2ndhand)
Moula Man (@Moulaman)

Queens
Chyna White (@mschynawhite)

Harlem
Network

..to anyone that I for got, let me know so I can post your names up too..
Everyone on this list I know personally ive seen there grind there movements, I see their hunger i see exactly how they crave something,and this is more then money its a passion.


Soon I will have their music posted look forward to that...

LEBON STUDIOS FROM JUNE 29th

Lebon Studios June 29th
Yes I know I waited a little bit long to post but finally I did.
Hope everyone likes this..
More photos coming soon!
If you want to work with him
He is based out of Brooklyn,NY
I'll give the information just contact me in my email thanks

Looking down

There are times when I feel like the only way I can understand things is if I'm looking down on myself from up above in the lords eyes. The lord can show me everything I do wrong , and things I need to fix.How can I be up there fixing things and still have an opportunity to come back down. Could I change things and start over. Should I change my situations , or should I just never understand , going back to what I know exactly. If you were giving that chance would you take it ? Would you have went up and watched your self be with those women or those men, and know that your regret it now? Would you have went on that date, would u have went to that party that led to you losing your friend and not even know it?
The same person you are sitting near right now can have a good or a bad impact in your life.


Comment on this please... Thanks for reading ..

Many didnt know

Okay okay , So many people that have known me for a while know that since I was able to write Ive been a writer as well.Besides my passion for model,Fashion and Art.I used 2 study Writing,And still do. I'm currently in college as a English Major.
Growing up I have done A lot of song writing, but i have never put nething in anyone's hands.I'm working on 3 books .Yes I said three books.. I get kind of random ideas so it ended up being A poetry /Spoken word book.... An Story of my life... And A hood book as ppl would call it like a "True to the game " kind of book with all the details and everything .I was working on a play that i wanted to have done but... I kind lost my inspiration and that drove me to just sitting out. I had a writers block. Many people that read my writing knows that all my writing are very emotionful and deep. So when i went through my down fall not only did i have alot to say, I also had a writers block only allowing me to write about my current feelings.
I cant belive all the things i do at once ..I didnt even want to post this but...Audalisha had me thinking about something, she told me"Im looking for your book, when is it coming out ..I use it for advice i need that" Just hearing that just made me realize it people need my writings for their personal use why not..Ill keep writing just for that...Audalisha has being one of my new inspirations....

Audalisha was in a younger grade then me in Highschool. I call her my little sister..
follow her on Twitter lol.... @Mzsp0iledbrat22

I figured ill start posting my older work before I post anything new,just so everyone that doesnt know me, can get to know my style of writing...

Put please definelty show love and drop a comment I love comments lol

"AFTER THINKING LONG N HARD"

After thinking long and hard, about many different aspects of my life, through the lessons I learned I just came with one sentence. “We are all given equal opportunity to learn and grow and become whoever we wish to be.” Whatever your plan in your dreams, and even down to the obstacles we partake in. We are all to learn a valuable lesson in life. The many things you go through, whether it’s the same as someone else we are all to learn the same lesson. I believe that people, no matter what race, what culture differences we have all one thing in common. We all want success we always want to be happy. But that’s all we know we don’t know how to get there, but once you do. You have successfully put yourself into a path of greatness, and using all those lessons growing up and the little mistakes you have on your way up. You should be able to admit to your mistakes to you can be told when you’re doing them again, and how to improve on them. Don’t get me wrong this isn’t the easy task, but it’s a task we have to bear to do. Sometimes we may not want those people coming down on us about this we repeat and never learn from. But if they don’t do it, we will never be able to accept and move on to bigger and better and other mistakes. Wisdom is in the person who has accepted their past, and learned from not only theirs but others mistakes as well. In life I have made a lot of mistakes, some of which I would be probably never want to admit to but I know them see, unlike most teenagers and others. I didn’t have that Father and mother bond in my house. I had them outside of the house, so meaning, I can basically get away with my mistakes. Living with my grandmother who can only be my grandmother she cannot be superman and super woman. But when I was younger she played that role. Growing up I know I was hardheaded so it was maybe very hard for me to accept the fact that I was doing wrong, and being around my parents just made it look like I had no wrong. I had to learn the hard way, and what do they say, when you fall hard you have to recognize and just map out the situation and take some steps back to pick yourself up. Mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and even physically sometimes.
Life is made up of a lot of different things, but when you constantly falling don’t give up hope. Don’t ever give up hope.

Day 3 of the Video shoot

BarbieStash Video Shoot Day 3 in Soho Ny

Music on theVideo by 800 Streets (@BadgirlStreets

We had alot of fun check out the video

Thanks to all the people at Trump Hotel that were soo Helpful

And the Cab driver..

And the nice guy that waved at us... Infront the Hotel

Muah

Thanks to everyone who came to support

Chris Aka Murda (@backblocks)